I HATE WHEN I FORGET ALL MY PASSWORDS.... grrr. Hopefully I do forget my facebook password though cause I never need to be on again. Im starving soooo I wanted to go to Pinterest to look at all the food I should not eat while I sit and eat a gronola bar. The point is I forgot my password and I dont feel like sending it to my email-- changing my password-- Why do I feel like eating frosting and cupcakes and yummy badforyou treats?
High friends! guess what? I deleted my facebook. Becaussssse, people are so rude on it. It is like a place to sit and talk about other people, stalk there pictures, compare who is hotter. blah, whatever im over it im comfortable with myself right now and really dont want to look at rude post's/drama about me or anyone else for that matter! Im TRYING to figure out twitter though, so im not lost from all my friends.
I love love love Taylor Swift, aw she was so cute when she won artist of the year! She is such a good girl! I wish I were more like her. And could take back stupid things ive done....hm oh well. just trying to be better day by day!
Listening to Justin Bieber "pray" cover's in my messiest room, its suuuuch a pretty song. I know I should clean because if I dont I will have to allll day tomorrow. I just want to go away to New York with my best friend Ashley and live there and play every night. Im just sick of utah county and now.... we are not even going to have a Nordstrom anymore! Im so mad. But I really should not be. Im so lucky. Ah k im venting. I cant vent because Ashley will make fun of me because she says she hates blogs that talk about your whole life's story, not that im even doing that. I dont even know why im writing. I don't write, I put pictures on my blog. right?
Ive been thinking alot. One thing that bugs me more than pretty girls who know they are pretty, is pretty girls who think they are ugly. Hello. Do you know how many girls look at you and wish they had your hair, eyes, body, etc. stop thinking your so ugly/fat because your not. And the parts you probably hate the most are most likely the cutest part about you. The parts that makes you, you. The part nobody else has.... Look at girls liiiike Demi Lavato, Heidi Montag, Ashley Olsen, all these girls are SO cute. (Heidi WAS.) But obviously think not. (I know that these girls are celeberities and not who im thinking of, or talking about but STILL.) Ahhh. Bugs. Me.
"No matter what your going to mess up sometimes. Its a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how your going to mess it up. Girl's will be your friends--they'll act like it anyway. But just remember some come some go. The one's who stay with you through everything they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lover's they'll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it most of them-- actually pretty much all of them will break your heart. But you cant give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half that makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once doesnt mean your going to fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself. Because if you dont then who will? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly keep smiling. Life's a beautiful thing and there is so much to smile about."
Me and my sister put up the Christmas tree today. We might be a week and a half too early but who cares. Nowwww im just watching something borrowed and going to catch some zz's.
so tired.
"Girls are taught alot of stuff growing up, If a guy punch's you he likes you, Never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and have your very own happy ending. Every movie you see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the expectation to rule. But sometimes were so focused on our happy ending we dont learn to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who dont, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesnt include a guy...maybe its you on your own picking up the peices and starting over. Freeing yourself for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, all the broken hearts, through the blunders and the misread signals through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope."
